I’m not patient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was never good at patient, I always jump in and build a toy as fast as I could wanting to see the final result, I wasn’t patient waiting the for the red light to turn green.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As someone who wasn’t patient, my biggest struggle in life was to find out my future. The urge to know who will I be, What will I do, and what I could become. I was growing old, impatient of the future. The future that I wanted to be present. While I was waiting to find out my future, my past was becoming a blur. I couldn’t remember my past. A past of memories was soon forgotten while I was impatient for my future.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wasn’t grateful of my past, I forgot my past thinking that my future will come into my hands. I forgot the little girl, who wanted to be a teacher just because a teacher gave her chocolates, forgot the little girl who wanted to work for NASA and discover more about the galaxies and space.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Before I know it, I’m 20 and the future I was reaching for is within my reach, but I didn’t want a future without a past. I’m missing my past, when I was child with pigtails. A child with big dreams and happiness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sooner enough, I learned to be patient, I learned to enjoy my present without a worry about the future. I learned to miss my past, as I’m missing the past in the future I might miss my present.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m patient<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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